I don't know who I am anymore

I'm Marissa, I'm 16 years old, and I'm quite fucked up. This is basically my online diary, I share my inner thoughts here. I self harm, and I constantly plan out my suicide. Enjoy viewing the chaos that is me.

It was my birthday today!!!

Didn’t kill myself and somehow got a boyfriend, cool

1 week ago on May 15, 2013 at 01:21am
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I apologize for it being in colour! But this is how much weight I’ve lost ahaha so much actually.. But not enough

I apologize for it being in colour! But this is how much weight I’ve lost ahaha so much actually.. But not enough

#although recovering from cutting my ed is still bad  #yee  #skinny  #jk  #quite fat still  #ed  #me  
1 week ago on May 12, 2013 at 10:07pm
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1 week ago on May 12, 2013 at 12:13am with 1,306 notes
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1 week ago on May 12, 2013 at 12:13am with 16,166 notes
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So I kinda fucked the guy who was being an asshole to me..
He saw all my scars, didn’t ask why, instead he told me not to do it again, and then proceeded to kiss my wrist.
It was honestly just awesome..

#scars  #cuts  #recovery  #cute  #self harm  #self hate  #depression  #getting better i guess  #cutting  #ed  
1 week ago on May 12, 2013 at 12:11am
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1 week ago on May 12, 2013 at 12:09am with 7,546 notes
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whisper-of-silence: ☪

whisper-of-silence:

☪

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2 weeks ago on May 07, 2013 at 09:28pm with 18,798 notes
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2 weeks ago on May 07, 2013 at 09:28pm with 274 notes
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2 weeks ago on May 07, 2013 at 09:27pm with 9,021 notes
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2 weeks ago on May 07, 2013 at 09:16pm with 4,594 notes
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