It was my birthday today!!!
Didn’t kill myself and somehow got a boyfriend, cool
So I kinda fucked the guy who was being an asshole to me.. He saw all my scars, didn’t ask why, instead he told me not to do it again, and then proceeded to kiss my wrist. It was honestly just awesome..
Well I finally have Internet. Lets see; Next week, Tuesday the 14th, was suppose to be the day I kill myself but that’s not happening now:/. I’ve been getting kinda better! I’ve started seeing a boy yay me! Still really wanna die though. Aha yeah woo.
You can’t just make so be like you this much and then fuck off like this.. I bet it’s because of my fat.. He dates really skinny girls and I’m not one of those.. Fuck :(
He only wants to be friends now.. Like really.
He promised things would be different for me this time.. Nope..
I will get him back.. I got this. I hope.
Failing all my classes with under a 30% cool.. Ugh such a failure
Teacher: Just do your homework
Doctor: Just eat healthy
Mum: Just clean your room
Opposite sex: Just look gorgeous
Friends: Just be socially active
Life: Just be perfect
Me: It's not that fucking easy guys
finally found my fucking blades holy shit that was scary as fuck
Cant find my fucking blades.
What the fuck.
Breaking down because I just realized how happy he...
You can’t just tell me how you really want to date me, then just suddenly change your mind like that. This is definitely not cool…
I need to follow more blogs like mineeee
sadlyitwasjustadream: So like or reblog this and I shall check blogs out later once I get on the computer :)?