I don't know who I am anymore

I'm Marissa, I'm 16 years old, and I'm quite fucked up. This is basically my online diary, I share my inner thoughts here. I self harm, and I constantly plan out my suicide. Enjoy viewing the chaos that is me.

My fat legs plus my new cuts I did last night, my older ones all healed on my legs so I couldn’t help myself. I needed to cut, but I didn’t go to deep for once.